how do I fix anything
when I can't even finish a sentence
about sugary drinks
without you exploding
you say there's nothing to finish
you insist it's me creating drama
you ask if I really want
for you to become even meaner
more difficult
because that is what will happen
if I don't stop asking
you say I really should know already
why you keep yelling at me
must be stupid, then
because I still don't know
why am I not allowed to feel
any emotion
that doesn't serve you
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