the reality hit hard
after having a taste
of what could be
should be
but probably never will be
the possibility to breathe freely
for the first time in so long
and then panic
how do I go back
what is the point in this timeline
when everything went wrong
which decision do I reverse
or how do I shake the feeling
I'm living in the wrong reality
and you just don't see
because for you
it is the right one
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